My mind is a mess. Again.
I need to recentre
Recalibrate
Take about a 1000 steps back. And start again
This time, trusting my own voice and not what others say
Paying attention to how I feel about myself and not how they feel about me
I am wonderfully and fearfully made
I’m the apple of His eye. His thoughts are constantly on me
Funny how heartbreak always brings me back here
To this place of surrender and complete devotion
The scales have fallen off my eyes once again and I can see clearly now what’s important
Pathetic
I need to forgive myself. For breaking my own heart once again.
Blogging is no longer fun
I keep writing about the same situations over and over about people who don’t understand me, and never will
This cycle has got to end. I’m tired
I’m a baby girl who needs to be treated as such. Now I know
Lol
But first and foremost, I’m a joker. One who doesn’t learn her lessons
I need peace of mind, and wisdom. And I’m going to find it
Wish me luck. And pray for me, maybe..?
